I’m feeling excited and scared at the same time right now; I’m about to post my first blog.
If you would know me, you would know I’m afraid to enter the spotlights or use my voice in any way. I’m the one always observing, making other people feel comfortable and enjoying the (silence of the) background. However there is a small child in me as well, screaming for a stage, wanted to be seen and heard. And she’s manifesting herself more and more. And than last week I read this quote on Facebook and it touched me deeply…
If you ever find yourself in the wrong story, leave.”
That’s exactly what it is I should be doing. I should quit these mind games and stop believing all the stories I keep telling myself. My mind keeps telling me stories and I do believe them. My mind always keeps playing these games with me. So related to this story I believe..
- I’m afraid of the spotlights
- I’m a modest person and should be proud of it
- That I have no writing skills
- Nobody wants to hear my stories
- I can’t handle negative responses
Oh I believe so much and it is holding me back. But once you come to realize that, it is time to take action.
YNS – Your Natural State
So I’m going to leave this story and immediately YNS is born. I’m really going to do this!! I will start blogging about the stories I will continue to leave and the journey that is ahead of me. And I know my blog looks a bit crappy right now, but it is so easy for me to hide behind just that and thus postponing the actual posting of any blog. So, next to writing, I will work on my WordPress-skills, so bare with me for a while, as I am completely new to this. I will get better at it, I promise.
Wow wat een mooie start! Ik ben heel beniewd wat YNS allemaal gaat brengen! En no excuses meer om lekker samen te zingen 🙂
Not sure of ik dat verhaal al wil verlaten. ?
SГ usted la persona talentosa
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